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February 03, 2009.
i saw a damn cute toddler yest... freakin damn handsome for a 3 yr old n it send my hormones into overdrive... im totali in lurve wif him... super cute... those chubby lil fingers, long eyelashes n the eagerness to seek new tings... omg.... i wanna haf my own now... sick... i noe im not in the position to do dat... yet... but i so wanna haf my own children now... ivf or sperm donor or wateva... unprotected sex... i freakin dun mind... to finali lurve someone without any boundaries... how i wish i could reali do dat...speakin of which... neva tink u noe someone.... neva... it would hurt u like a nobody biz n u might not even recover.... u make mi believe n c tings which i dunno exist.... n jus like dat... u threw it all away... i dun regret the times spent wif u... dun regret the dreams we once dreamt... but i regretted giving u smth which i noe would make mi suffer.... n i did...