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September 15, 2008.
im so damn freakin tired... fed-up wif life... work... n all those other crap... haf been spending time wif hwee n i guess i reali do lurve her... she noes mi inside out... I LURVE YOU HWEE....u noe... life is so damn contradicting sometimes... its so hard to reali concentrate on smth dat u reali wan n need... but wen u get dem.... u haf no reactions at all... i haf no idea wat im saying so if u're confused dun ask... its so damn fucked up now... i miz ppl i shouldn't miz... i hang out wif ppl i dun relate to... wat the fuck m i doin... u noe sometimes u tink u can totali depend on someone... but den dat person jus turn ard n stab u in the back wif a parang nonetheless.... but still... u hang ard to dat person... u jus can't run away from ur own demons... u noe its not rite... but u can't do anth abt it....
u tink u noe someone wen u actuali dun.. n wen u tink u r being nice... u're actuali a pain in the ass.... n... u dun even get the hint....cold shoulder is not enuf... u expect mi to fuckin shout in ur face????? guess wat.... FUCKED OFF.... appreciate ur concern... but reali... eva heard of a lil bit means alot... u shld jus stick to dat... but hey... i still lurve ya despites dat.... it's still beta den those who totali ignore my pain... cos im jus a number in their contacts... im fine wif dat... but it kinda hurts wen i used 2 treat u like the universe... until den....
tata...