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August 25, 2008.
i dunno how to sae... but life's been pretti much shitty to mi... its so full of ups n downs n im feelin the worst rite now... sometimes u juz dunno wat makes ur mood turn 360 deg. n it reali reali reali sux... cos now... i feel as if the whole universe owe mi my happiness... argh... it reali sux... n i haf no idea how to make it beta...im known as someone who can cry w/o any reasons... its a gd n bad ting... but nowadays....it reali sux to be crying non-stop.... i haf no idea wat the hell is wrong wif mi to b goin thru these "hormonal chg" like wat some1 said.... but seriousli... i nd some1 to push mi forward... to make mi c the light at the end of the tunnel... cos now... all im seeing is a total blank... i nd colours, pics and sounds to be added in my life..
i miz u so damn bloody much.... u're juz 1 of the worst regrets dat i've had... and sadly, i can't chg aniting... so peeps.... chase ur happiness... until den....
tata...