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April 05, 2008.
i juz dreamt of my dreamed house yest.... omg!!!! it is so freakin beautiful... thou' i tink it is abit small if i reali wanna haf 4 kids as it onli haf 1 huge bedroom... which is freakin big n the toilet even haf a jacuzzi... i even haf a walk-in wardrobe... can u imagine... n the kitchen... omg!!! it has all the required appliances... n i dreamt dat i was cookin wif dis cute blue apron on... apparentli i was havin a partie or smth cos gt so many ppl... but i can't rmb hu... wif the kitchen... i can now try on experiments wif my cookin... haha... so fun... n... i aso haf a porch n a big big yard... wif no flowers... yesh... i hate flowers by e wat...n e porch is unbelieveably romantic... i dreamt it during e nite which means i can actuali c e stars n e moon... it aso haf these nite lights which u usuali c in e high-end restaurants in tv which is super duper romantic... n e porch is 2 stories wif those spiral-type of staircase which is those type of beach house de which is super duper nice.... haiz... if onli my dream house reali come true... i can alreadi imagine e nites wen i sit on e lounger waitin for mike to come home... ah-hem.... n i can even imagine cookin for all u guys n myb hh n amanda can finali bake those long-awaited cookies of theirs.. haha,... hmmm... i can even roast a turkey on our gatherings... woo hoo..

haiz... my imagination is runnin wild... but e house reali seem so true... i haf no idea where i was n e house reali seem so touchable n liveable n it is so freakin nice... i noe frm my description it seem kinda stupid... but believe mi... for a romantic freak like mi... e place rate e highest among all... did i mention e platform king-size bed with e canopy.... omg!!!! i can imagine all e tings dat can b done there... haha... im seriousli dreamin... but i reali wish dat e place reali come true... which means i nd 2 find my rich man soon... haha...

actuali... i plan on postin all e pics which i owe u guys over e last few days/wks/mths... how long has it been since we last crap wif each other... miz u all so damn much... xcept 4 pe, hh, n yf... i haven tok 2 e rest of u since i haf no idea wen... seriousli miz u guys... miz all e crappins n stuff dat we do... wateva rubbish it is... miz u guys...

n karl is so damn cute... everitime i c him i will drool... seriousli... korean men r top wif caucasians in my list... followed by philipino(due to beloved pe) n indonesian... erm... haha... my list of men is goin longer n longer... haha... but... karl is reali so damn cute... his dimples... omg... i can faint... weneva i c him smile... waaaa.... i went to heaven... can't believe im gonna sae it but men wif crow's feet r kinda hot... haha... shows e maturity level... i tink... haha... karl is hot hot hot... omg... im sick... i wan go korea look for him... i wanna buy the cd alreadi... den i can everidae drool.. haha... nd to release the tension... woo hoo.. until den...

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