sux,
March 15, 2007.
this sux... i can't use my phone cos mummy's phone spoil... n she haf 2 use my phone for urgent matters... haiz... so ppl... if u msg mi n i neva reply pls 4give mi... i can't do anth abt it.... haiz... i can't crap wif my peeps anymore... no heart-heart sms wif pe, no nite toks wif my fren... haiz... the onli ting i can do is listen to music... dis totali totali sux... n i dunno wat is goin on wif my beloved frens... meaning.... i jus noe abt bt prob wen i read her blog... omg... wat type of a fren m i.... bt... i seriously apologise for not showing concern... u noe how much i love ya... n i hope dat u will b strong in dis ordeal... i'll alwaes b there k... n to tink i jus went out wif her the on the exact same sat... n i dun even noe anth.... haiz... aniwae dat's no surprise cos i haf alwaes been the last to noe tings dat is goin on ard mi... guess im too insensitive to notice...im slogging in skul doin projs.... arrrrggggghhhh.... i m so goin mad.... dis reali reali sux... first no hp... den i haf to slog my alreadi dead brain to do proj... haiz.... it neva rain but pours.... n to tink my fren tot dat i totali neva reply cos im ignoring the sms... fyi: firstly, i've neva eva eva eva switch off my hp... n secondly... i reply to msg no matter how stupid they are... haiz... i dunno y but these few days my temper is goin in the south direction.... i'm pissed off at mummy for usin my phone... i'm pissed off at my sis for being able to meet daddy... i'm pissed off at my fren for being pissed off at mi.... argghhh... would there reali b rainbow after the downpour... or will the sky remain as dark as eva... the onli ting dat is pulling mi thru rite now is the fact dat i have my books wif mi.... i love the library.... the onli place where i can b at ease n actuali smile after days of torture... until i smile agn...
tata....